It's art because it comes from inside me.

I was reading some if the stuff I was writing back in '05, and I was really struggling... with identity, purpose, still in a performance crisis. I was still thinking somehow I needed to prove something. Writing was helping, but I had a lot of issues to work out. I was still looking for approval and acceptance. Still trying somehow to justify my existence and purpose, but not really knowing what that was. I didn't understand that everything I needed I already possessed. I was more focused on myself  and what I wanted to be instead of who I was and what I already had.
Once I realized I already possess all I need, and that that spirit is already inside of me - all of the qualities, attributes, and gifts - I began a different journey. Life is less of a struggle now. Still a struggle, but I now realize I have the power to do whatever I need, and I only have to tap in to what's already there.
It's OK for me to be who I am. It's OK for me to reach inside and use the talent I have...for my work, in my art, and in my writing. It's ok for me to be good at what I do, because that's who I am. I don't need approval, and I am already accepted.
I an enjoying my life like I never have before. I am letting the spirit work through me, and letting the spirit lead me. My drawing and painting are reflecting who I am and what I see, without me worrying about what anyone thinks. I am having a great time, and I am loving it.
Well, I've been on trees for a while, and I see this one every day in the way to work. I finally took a minute to draw it. Enjoy it. I do.

This tree is on I-10 on my way to work, and I see it every day. I will paint it on canvas soon. Pencil on bristol, 2.75" x 4.5"